Those Days Being Offline
Does anyone checking the attendance of bloggers around? I sure should have a couple of days absences recorded. My workload is stressing me out now that the term is almost at it’s end. Aside from this, the varying weather temperature is also making me tired from the time I wake up in the morning till I come home from work. Double brrr! It’ll be Christmas holidays in three weeks but I feel like I can’t wait that long. Still dark when I go out for work and already dark coming home from work, lol! Seems like a mountain of coal surrounds me when I’m walking in the streets.
But if I consider which of the two makes me tired, it’s apparently not the workload but the weather. I constantly complain about the weather that’s getting me cold to the bones. I’ve never complained about how warm it is in Davao before but now that I’m living in a cold country and everytime we get there, I complain about it, too. Where exactly should I put myself now, hahaa!
Back to this awful weather, I heard from the radio a couple of days ago that there are many people suffering from winter anxiety or depression. It’s the so called Seasonal Affective Disorder (SAD), probably caused by a lack of sunlight. When I checked myself if I qualified to be called a SAD individual, here’s the result when I pondered each symptom of it:
Feel sad, grumpy, moody or anxious
Of the five words, moody describes best about how I react to being dark and cold.
Lose interest in your usual activities
Yes, I do. Sometimes I can set aside blogging and other things just to muse with something that makes me warm, like laze on the couch and watch films.
Eat more and crave carbohydrate, such as bread and pasta
Now this is hardly imaginable. I eat like a bird during cold and dark days, lol!
Gain weight
Absolutely not happening to me, haha! Any tips on how to gain weight, I’d love to try it!
Sleep more and feel drowsy during the daytime
In my case, I sleep less and feel drowsy the whole day. I told you I’m a night person.
I’m not getting close to having winter depression, although I feel the need to be cautious about the possibility of becoming one. Think about it, Marlene!
When November Comes
It’s been a week since we changed to winter time but when I went out for work this morning, it was still dark. I felt like I was going out for a night’s shift for work. An hour back in the clock didn’t help the sun to shine early as it should. And morning darkness has just began. Awooo! It was cold but I have learned to wear proper clothes for this season. They said there’s no bad weather actually, it’s the kind of clothes we wear for the weather that’s bad, lol! How the temperature dropped fast, too, from +10°C or higher last week to +2ºC this morning. And this is what I don’t like when November comes. My students would always ask me to end our class earlier when they see it’s dark outside to think it’s only 4pm, just 20 minutes ahead of the time schedule.
I’ve always loved November for the fact that it’s my birth month. Who doesn’t love his/her birth month anyway? And don’t you greet me now cos it’s not today. But I have tried to stop remembering my birthday since the year I came here. It was a nightmare when I first experienced a forceful wind one day in November that almost blew me away when I was on my way to school then learning Swedish. Geez, I’ve never experienced such in my entire life in Davao, thank God! How I hated November from that time on. And no matter how I tried to stop remembering that it’s my birth month, I would meet somebody who has the same birth month as I am, and worse, even the same birthday, lol! Not only this, I have many relatives who are celebrating their birthday this month, too. Not to mention my brother, my nieces, aunt, uncle, cousin and so on and so forth.
But me, I struggle with what this month has been set for naturally. As they say, it always rains in November.






